i feel very demotivated im scoring consistently in 40s and 50s but thats it i graduated this year and i feel like crying right now why??? how will be able to keep up

dekhiye Anushka ji, apko samajna padega, ki aap jis consistently jis raftaar se jaa rahe hai, app CAT ka rasta saaf hai.
waise khus to rahul gandhi v nhi hai apne kaam se.

Just graduated still soring good. With time and consistency, you will recognize patterns, your pattern to readd and solve and will definitely improve.